Things are getting better now. Last year I've learned a lot about hikmah. Nampak cliche tapi sumpah lillahi Taala setiap apa yang jadi tu memang ada hikmahnya. Cepat atau lambat you'll realize.
Amazing, I know.
But this year, I need to focus on myself. Started my 2019 with a new job (sebulan awal has been hectic but exciting) so I am good. Sampai satu tahap yang kau rasa kau nak give up, yang kau rasa kau boleh dapat apa kau nak turned into reality is magnificent. Sumpah. Siapa sangka, a job that I think I'll hate (which is the external side benci because of the non-sense mentality rule) but what I do in this job.... is things I've imagined, I've dreamed to do this kind of job. What kind of job? Let it be surprise? ;-)
And again, its different but still same. What I can sure is I won't begging for anything I want to happen because He knows better. His plans are way, masyaAllah way better than our plan. Its not that I'll directly go with the flow, but some things are better unsaid. Some things are best to be kept on our own.
I have so much plan in this year's agenda. Been working on part times last year, alhamdulillah tak sangka semua berlaku dengan begitu pantas yang mana rezeki memang tak akan salah alamat mungkin sebab dia pakai waze. Alhamdulillah. This year gonna be great.
BISMILLAHIRRAHANIRRAHIM..
