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Only We Understand Us;

I'm giving up because I never be enough for you. I'm giving up because I feel like you never want me as much as I wanted you. As much as I needed you. I'm giving up because I never had a chance to care about your day, about your feeling, about your daily schedule. I'm giving up because I never feel appreciated. I'm giving up because I feel like being used. I'm giving up because I always feel worthless. I'm giving up because I can never, ever compete with those girls. I'm giving up because I'm afraid I'm getting more attached. I'm giving up because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm giving up because you nodded your head yes but you're saying no. I'm giving up because I keep fantasizing us. I'm giving up because I chose to take it rather to leave it. I'm giving up because I'm not pretty enough compare to your girls. I'm giving up because I can never reach your expectation. I'm giving up because I have nothing to offer anymore as I already gave my all. 

Trust me. I'm not that strong.


Never been.