I wish I am flawless
I wish I am pretty as heck
I wish I am good in doing makeups, dress ups
just to make you proud of showing me off.
I wish I am the first thing in your mind after you wake up and the last thing before you're going to bed
I wish I make your heart beats faster
I wish you're nervous everytime we're planning to meet
I wish I could share our happy moment to everyone
I wish to hear you tell your friends about me
as I am not sure of everything.
I wish you hold my hand in front of your friends
I wish you tweet little things about me like you did your girl friends
I wish you excitedly reply my text like you were excited when your internet data just get renewed
I wish you call me every night tell me that everything is okay
I wish you could let down your ego
I wish to have your little attention at least to text back
I wish you notice that I'm always waiting
I wish you're checking me out everyday
I wish you get little jealous and say it to my face
I wish you said those three meaningful words
but you didn't.
and I wish
this feeling never came
this moment never passed
but deeply, deep down, deep deep down,
I wish you were mine.
